Yet another regret

I seriously should start learning from my past mistakes. Kenz is right when he says to me whenever he sees me in church... "Lina, you never learnt ar...". He meant it in a joking and teasing way. But he's right. I never learnt.

I have lost the chance to say good bye to Siew Bee. You know what's the irony of this incident? I found out about her death from Facebook. Sigh... I was in Korea when she went home to be with the Lord. Unreachable because I don't have a 3G phone. All messages from Friday the 17th up to 10pm Friday 24th were not sent to me. So, I don't know how many sms-es I have missed... I definitely have missed an important sms... news of her death. I have as well lost a lifetime opportunity to chat with her. To check how she is doing. How's her son doing. Does she need help. Pray for her. I have lost all these and am not getting another opportunity.

I have wanted to call her and chat with her since 2 months ago. But as usual, I put it off and in the end I told myself that I will have to and will definitely call her when I back from Korea. Maybe pay her a visit in Seremban. I am just so full of crap, I know. Sigh...

I woke up this morning with another heartbreaking news of a long time school friend's husband's death. We went to school together since kindie. We were in chinese afternoon school together as well. Sigh... They have 4 young children, 9-1 year olds.

Sucks =(